b-ittersweeet UNOFFICIAL.
my fucking tumbliarity went down ……
I’M SO CONFUSED! So I got paid today and last week I only worked 7 hours (I’ve already subtracted my lunch breaks) and I got $130?! :S I’m not complaining LOL but how the hell..? I’m only supsed to get 12/h / 7 x 12 = $82 lol! anywayz.. time to hit da malll >:)
p.s i didnt touch my homework yet.. chillaaang with sasha tmrw? fuck i dont know aha so un-orginized -_-
it’s imperfect but it’s worth,
Woke up at 5am today, nd I just came home.. so fucking tired I have no time to be angry anymore. good-bye long weekend.. hello stressful school anyways I wanna blog about the school dance right now cause it’s on my mind right now.. well:
- Report cards come out 1 day before the dance
- It’s called “below zero” LAWLAWLAWLWLALAWL…
- I have fucking dance practice from 4-5:30 and the school dance starts at 6pm.. I’m mad because 1: I wanna go home and shower or whatever especaially if i have dance AND p.e before the school dance.. and the dance starts @ 6 but nobody really gets in until 6:30 so I dont wanna be late and waste time since the dance is only 3 hrs :( on the brighter side.. it’s $5! :D yay, fuck I needa consult with sasha about this shit. I’m thinking about skipping dance practice but we have a competition 2 weeks after and twigg willl fucking freak -_- what shall I doooooooooooo :@
AHAH WOW YOUR SO PATHETIC
PS LOL @ HOW YOU TAKE PICTURE WITH YOUR FRIENDS DESIGNER CLOTHING.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLL ;)
I have the ‘where the wild things are’ trailer stuck in my head,
Worked from 8:30-5:00 :/ I’m hella tired.. work was goood I counted over like .. $70,000 worth of clothing. I’m not even over-exaggerating it. Today I had to count boxes that were sent back to the warehouse, like inside each box was clothing they wanted to return? and there was a sheet that kept track of all the peices of clothing. I had a box that was worth 7,000 $ of clothing at once, I’m like :| & then I got a box of rocks that was worth 10,000 looooooolllllll, wow. anyways afterwork my mom made me wait an hour for her in the pouring rain, so i did and i got a ride home.. i should have bused instead lol -_- i kept shaking in the car cause I was so0o0 cold, but when i got home my dadddy made me pho so it was bettaa.. sorta i had to add so much hot sauce before it burnned my tummy, then i went to take a hot shower and when i came out my paretnsa re gone.. now im too scared to go blow dry my hair and ghost whipser & vampire diaries go on in :30 fucking vp didnt even go on yesterday -_-
I’m tired cause of work..
I’m sleepy cause I can’t sleep in untill sunday
I’m glad I’m making lotsa monaaaay $
I’m happy cause my dads home today
I’m sad cause I cant talk to you right now
I’m excited for “below zero” lol…
pzzzz
1 thing, 2 say, 3 words, 4 youuuu.
How do I blog today without sounding like a bitch? ah to bad, I can’t, that’s unfortunate.
I’m angry at everything right now, as if I haven’t been mad enough this week. so I spent the whole evening after I got home from dance being bitched around by my mother and told what to do by her. I honestly don’t mind helping her but when she’s sitting on the couch and I’m lying down watching greys anatomy it would make sense for her to get up herself if she needs something right? nope, she forces me to get up from my warm, comfortable spot to get her a fucking bag.. or a knife, or whatever. It annoys the hell out of me that my moms learning to rely on me sooo much, like .. shes not doing anything anyways so why can’t you get up and get it yourself, I’m just as comfortable as you are sitting with my blanket. >:(
My sister takes everything too seriously, like yeah obviously if I’m pissed off I will swear or bitch out once in a while. But whenever I do she tells my mom.. and I get introuble cause I’m the younger sibling. well fuck that because my sister took the “i’m sick” thing way to far, she asked me to do everything for her and I wannt to tell her to stfu and do it yourself, cause being sick doesn’t mean you can’t preform your own chores.
I’m so annoyed atm, my head hurts, my whole body’s sore, I need sleep. pz
‘cause we on top of the worlddddd
sooo.. I kind of gave up studying because I can’t remember anything I just read. I’m so angry with myself because if I fuck this up, it’ll cost me my a :( It’s bad ennough that I droped in all my classes, worst part is how report cards are comming out, soon too.. I need to stop being such a hypocritical bitch and stop letting everything around me get to me. I need to calm down, fast. at school I feel as if I can bitch out at anyone who pushes me in the halls or wacks me with their binder cept I don’t I just call them a bitch and walk away. today In basketball simirit fucking pushed me when I was trying to get the basketball from her and I scraped my knees. Pathetic, I know but dw tomorrow I’ll get that bitch back -_-”
Feel the adrenaline my heart’s beating
I need a doctor cause I’m getting sick of love
I’m running short of breath with every step
I need of oxygen to run away from this.
I face the demons that took me to hell and back
I’m getting heart attacks
Give me a heart attack
I’m counting on you,
cause I need you here to save me and my heart feels
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k thats all I likeeeeeeeeeeee Nikki Flores - Hard To Breathe (Brandy Demo)

