wishful thinking,
omfg thanks w, <3 made me feeeel so much better..
I feel like fucking shit, after my sister reads this.. she’s probably gonna bitch at me cause apparently I “swear” too much. anyways, I feel like shit, I’m extremely moody, annoyed and angry. I’m frustrated whenever my mom asks me to do her a favor because she nags me about it and alot of the time, I tune her out so I’m not even listening, then she bitches at me, I go do it, I do it wrong cause I’m hella angry then I get bitched at even more. frick, I neeed to get out of here. I hate doing everything for my mom while she sits on the couch and watches gg, when I’m the one who’s supposed to be doing that. every time she asks me for a favor, I fuck up and she gets mad… well do it your fucking self= / I’m so annoyed at everything. My room is a fucking mess, my closet is fucking messy and I can barley think straight. I just can’t wait till I get to school cause I can’t stand staying at home right now, I dont wanna get sick so I’m staying as far away from my sister as possible. Plus tomorrow is BADC which means I have math first.. shit scared casue we had a test today and I blanked out. and I only get to see you last block since we probably wont be bumping into each other at lunch cause of student council. the only 3 things that can probably cheer me up right now is if the next school dance is masquerade, I get to go shopping like this weekend, or if you come online like right now. but you probably wont seeing as you haven’t even replied to me on facebook yet. tiredddddd of this bullshit. I’m going to bed in hopes that my best friend, AMY will be at school early tomorrow to distract me from myself:’(
